When I landed at the airport, my heart was beating like crazy, my legs felt numb. I didn't dare to go out the gate. After I finally calmed myself down, I went out the gate and saw him sitting there quietly waiting for me. He was so cute, I walked up to him and said 'Hi'. He got startled, stood up nervously and said: 'You look different'... Well, there goes the romantic first time meeting. He didn't ment it bad, he wanted to say that I look better then online, but he was so nervous haha.
I had a great time there. He is just the guy I've met online, just abit more nervous. But that just makes him cuter. He treated me as a real gentlemen and didn't do anything inappropriate to me. After this trip, I realized I do love him and I became his girlfriend.
After this trip we visited eachother every 2 months. Long distance love is really hard, because if you really love someone, it is hard to be seperated from eachother. But visiting eachother is very expensive, we couldn't keep this up for a long time. We needed a better and definate solution.
And the only solution we could only think of is to move to eachother. Either me moving to him or him moving to me. Either way one of us had to leave our family, friends and birthcountry behind and move to a strange country. And that is a really really hard decision.
Virtual Warcraft love that becomes real, how to make it work? Through country boundaries and family restrictions
Why m I writing this blog?
I have none to talk about my secret love. I love him so much, but m I doing the right thing? Is my mind clouded by love? I m doing all these things behind the back of my family, who is strict, but they love me with all their heart. M I betraying them? Should I continue this relationship?
Please be my listening ear, help me with advice and help me keeping him by my side. Thank you.
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26 September 2010
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