How it started (1)

Everything start with the basics, people are lonely, people try to connect with other people, trying to form relations and we weren't different from that, the only different thing was, that we connected through an online game called WoW.

How does an online relationship start? It started with chatting, chatting and more chatting, first through text, later through webcam, you get attached to eachother and before you knew it, you think that you are in love. I delayed it as much as possible, he lives in Sweden for god sake, and who says that he is who he seems he is? Besides that, my biggest problem is that my family wouldn't ever allow a relationship like this. He is not a Chinese and he has no job and no education.

But I was lonely and he was lonely, we have alot common and it felt so great to talk with him, so being with him might be even greater.

After half a year of chatting, he asked me if I wanted to go visit him in Sweden, I can stay over in his appartment. In my heart I knew this can be dangerous, going there all alone, staying over in a 'strangers' house, what if he was a rapist of something like that. But love clouded my mind and I decided to take the chance, I told my family that I went on vacation with some friends ( I got a friend to cover for me) and went to Sweden. Up till now, I never told him that I loved him, nor was I his girlfriend, I went to visit him as a friend.

Was this stupid of me?