Why m I writing this blog?


I have none to talk about my secret love. I love him so much, but m I doing the right thing? Is my mind clouded by love? I m doing all these things behind the back of my family, who is strict, but they love me with all their heart. M I betraying them? Should I continue this relationship?

Please be my listening ear, help me with advice and help me keeping him by my side. Thank you.

27 September 2010

How it started (4)

Then one day we finally took the big step, he moved to my country. I was so happy when he arrived, but also very worried, what if this doesn't work out? I'm putting alot of effort and money into this. What if he doesn't graduate? What if he can't find a job after his graduation? What if my parents won't accept him? So many questions, so many doubts.

This step is very unlike me, since I never liked to take risks. But he is the love of my life and I have the feeling that I won't find anyone like him anymore. My mind and my heart were fighting a battle. And as always the heart wins over the mind. I'll just do it, enjoy it and hope for the best.

So now he lives in my country, will our love last? Will everything work out? This is the start of my virtual love becomes real. 

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