Why m I writing this blog?


I have none to talk about my secret love. I love him so much, but m I doing the right thing? Is my mind clouded by love? I m doing all these things behind the back of my family, who is strict, but they love me with all their heart. M I betraying them? Should I continue this relationship?

Please be my listening ear, help me with advice and help me keeping him by my side. Thank you.

30 September 2010

Work and a relationship

How to combine it? I need to work up to 9 hours a day, then I go visit my hunny and I have to be home before 19:00 (yes..although I m 28 I need to follow my parents rules)

Yes, I see my hunny every day. I go to his appartment every day after work. Luckily at the moment I m working close to the appartment. It is going to be horrible when I have a new assignment further away. The best would be ofcause an appartment close to my parents house. But the line to rent a house I can afford closeby is 3+ years. A more expensive house would be easier to get, but then I need to find a way to earn more money.

But I m glad already, that he is here rather then in Sweden. I just have to do my best and hope for the best.

Life ain't easy, but with a lot of love it is at least bearable.

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