Why m I writing this blog?


I have none to talk about my secret love. I love him so much, but m I doing the right thing? Is my mind clouded by love? I m doing all these things behind the back of my family, who is strict, but they love me with all their heart. M I betraying them? Should I continue this relationship?

Please be my listening ear, help me with advice and help me keeping him by my side. Thank you.

05 October 2010

How to divide time between love and work

I cried today. I have a lot of work that I need to finish in private time. I m doing these extra work because I want to impress my boss and get a promotion and thus a raise.

But my hunny wants more time of us together, nothing makes him happier then me spending all my time with him. He is waiting for me all day in his appartment, till I go visit him after work. He doesn't want me to work so much.

How can I make him understand that I m doing all these extra work for him? I need to get a promotion and a raise to be able to keep him here with me. I guess he doesn't know how much money it costs me to keep him here. I guess I should tell him.

I want to make him happy but I also need to work hard to keep him here. Everything feels so hopeless today, I cry but there is none to comfort me.

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